I Don’t Feel by Halves

Image by Stefan Keller from Pixabay

This has always been a problem for me in my life. When I feel, I feel big but there isn’t much of an in between for me. I go from feeling to shutting down really quickly. There were many years of my life where I hardly felt anything as I had shut my emotions off entirely while living with a man who would hardly acknowledge my existence most of the time and ridicule me when he did. I couldn’t handle someone laughing in my face one moment and…